Is tHere a ProBlem Btw US??
Recently, realized that ppl surrounding us have been asking us this qns - U 2 got any problem or not? Is there anything going on btw the 2 of u?? Although it's not many ppl asking, but they are closed to us that realise that something is not very right.
At the inital stage, I told u that I dun think we have any problem. Cos I know that with our strong linkage to one another, we will be able to sort things out. However, it's seems that the problem is right now surfacing more. U asked me, 'Do u think it's difficult to communicate with u recently?" I straight away told u, YES. When u asked me y is that so? I dunno how to phrase it, dunno how to tell u... It's the same, when I asked u, "Y did u ask me this qns?" U didn't even ans me. So can you see that we do have communication problem right now??
Friendship or love relationship or kindship requires give and take to one another. I really wonder am I the cause of all these problems that are surfacing right now? I dun wish to. To me, u played an impt role in my life. Maybe right now, U feel that, U r not that impt. We have went thru many obstacles together to have one another as friend. Remember of that particular incident, u nearly loses this friend of urs. Do you think right now, all these problems are worth for us to get distant with each other more? If there is a need, we shld really talk things out with one another. Avoiding all these issues aren't going to help us.
Recently, I have been trying my best to get you out for dinner, for shopping. Trying to do my part to close back the gap btw us. U have been telling me, confirm again, see how 1st, let u know again and things like that. To me, I would rather u let me know directly that you dun wish to meetup. There was once, you told me that u will let me know, in the end, you just pack and off u went home. I dun wish to probe much too. So I just treat that nothing have happen. Probably u forgotten to let me know. Probably u think I got others to accompany me. Probably u feel that I can go accompany my other friends... I dun wan you to get stucked whenever ppl ask, "do we have any problem?" I know u do feel uneasy. I know u dun feel gd at a certain point. That's y, I am trying to accompany just liKe the past we had. U told me, we dun need to be liKe what we used to be in the past. But in your heart, u wish we do. Did I say anything wrong? If I did, do correct me.
All I can say is, I really cherish our friendship alot alot. We went thru all the ups and downs together. I believe this time round, we will overcome it again.
My BIL's Toy Collections
Last Sat, have a family gathering in my sis place. We have made an effort to at least go up to my Sis place once a mth to have dinner. Last Sat, all of us will there except Daddy. Daddy can't join us last Sat. He is right now in Batam, on his shipping job. Poor him, father's day also gonna work. He will be back soon these few days. Ah ma and Er Jiu went to Sis's place too.. I brought my baby boy, Lance with me too. Now i am smart. I call cab first, so that my Lance will not bark at strangers while waiting for the cab.. LOL. Usually, Sis will get ready all the ingredients she wanna prepare for dinner. Mummy will always be there helping her. But I must say, my sis is a very fast learner in cooking. Well well, my BIL must have been very lucky to have her.. ;)
Have always went up to my sis's place and admire all the toys that my BIL owed. He is a very very patient guy. All his toys are painted by himself, all solely by himself. He can really paint it so well, that u can see the very features of the toy. Be it an army soliders, creatures, aliens, predators, big trunks or watever he can paint it so nicely. U name it, he will do it.. I took out my cam, and took several pics of his toys collections. Let me show u, my BIL toys' collection.. Woo hooo.. 
God Has Heard!!!
Couldn't believe it.. Finally I passed my BTT. Haahaa.. Well, yesterday took my BTT without much hopes to pass when I entered the test room. It's the 4th time taking it yesterday. Was quite disheartened when I failed for the 3rd time.. Well well, guess I am not that smart enough bah.. Or maybe I did not study that hard.. Or maybe I took too long to complete the test those previous times. Yesterday I finish the test within 15mins..
Haahaaa... I was thinking, since I have completed all the qns, and system prompting me whether to end test or not, I just end it.. Knowing the result earlier, can end my misery earlier mah.. Die than Die lor.. hehehe.. Cos not the 1st time I failed liao.. When system showed.. PASSED in my screen, I was really sooooo Happy... Kekeke.. Quickly took my stuff and left.. Went to print my result slip and head down to the information counter to update my test results, as I got to book my FTT. Haahaa.. Was really so happy that I msg a few of my friends that have gave me alot of encourgement b4 the test, that I passed saying.. "Yipppeeee,! I passed my BTT... Yeah.. Lalala! God has Heard!! Praise the LORD!!!" D called me straight after I msged him.. Congrats congrats was wat he 1st say when I picked up the call. Thanks bro.. Soulmate, replied my msg too. Hahaha.. She ask me which GOD I prayed. Haahaa.. Hmmm.. "MSN de panda bear holding 3 Joss Sticks"..:-DD She's taking her FTT this 28th Jun.. Ger, I pray for u tooo.. Quickly pass your FTT, and when I pass mine too, we can go learn driving at the same time.. ;) Received GG's early msg today, saying "Congratulations!! At last a step to ur advance liao.. " :-P
Anyway, it's a step nearer to fulfilling my goal to get my driving license. Hopefully by next yr, I can get it. PPL might think I am crazy, passed BTT nia mah, so happy for wat.. But then u guys dunno that failed a few times, and when u are already so disheartened and tot of giving up, U actually passed.. WooHooo... Thanks GOD.. Really thanks for helping me, and giving me a chance to step nearer to my goal.. ;-) 14th Aug, my FTT hope it will go smoothly.. "wink ;-) wink ;-)"
Love is like an Onion
Love is lIke an Onion. To me, love looks like a simple thing. Just like an Onion, it looks so refine as one thing. However, love isn't that simple as ABC or 123. Love consist of many layers of understanding, care & concern, give & take to one another. Just liKe an Onion, when u cut it, u realise there are many layers in it. From Big layers on the outside, till small Layers in the inside. If we dunno how to handle love in a correct manner, hurt will come by. Just Like if we dunno how to handle peeling or cutting an onion, we will get teary eventually. Onion spices a person life, bringing joy and warmth and lots of color to one. Love brings a person joy and happiness, but it also brings hurt to a person.
I have once been a fantasy dreamer in love when I tot I really found my happiness, my love. I tot with love, it can give me the power to live on. However, whatever one once tot or plan, it will nv come by sooo easily. Realise that nowadays, drama series in the tv have always been talking abt marriage or even love r/s. As I have been in a failed marriage before, guess I really do not have the courage to get married again. Seeing how the gal in the 9pm show, have soooo much objections towards marriage, listing all the pros and cons towards a marriage life, really make me think more.. Provided, I really found my right one. A right one that is really available to be married to and I can trust my life and happiness to him. To be frank, I often think, I am in a failed marriage bofore, I really got no rights to advise or even talK abt what love suppose to be. Cos I guess and I know, I am not someone that know how to really love. If I do, guess I shld have know wat I really wanted in the very 1st place, before getting so many ppl life in a mess.
Lately, I have read a true life love stories book. "爱情小说" There are 2 stories that I wanna share with you ppl that are pretty similar....
There are these 2 couples, each pair of couple have fallen for one another for abt 6 yrs to 7yrs. It's a hidden love for one another for yrs. When both parties in these 2 pairs, revealed their love for one another, they have both already gotten their own partners. Sad to say, all 4 of them have married. However, feelings are really hard to control. Or i can say, when come to love, ther is no right or wrong.. Both couples get together and started their hidden r/s. Many times, when we look at such cases, we felt that "hey, it's been unfaithful to the other partner.." It's true, but then one nv really think why did these 4 ppl did it even though they know it's not right. When I carry on reading, I realised all 4 of them have love the other party before they even got themself married with the current one now... Sighhh.. Bcos of lack of courage, bcos of shyness, 4 of them got themselves into a love entanglement. God seems to play a game on them. One day, both pair of couple got into their worst nightmare. One of their partner, found out abt their hidden r/s and create a big hoo ha over the issue. The night seems so long. Every min and every secs seems so slow... It's a few nights of thinking when finally both couples decided to stop their hidden r/s. Definitely the other party that have been waiting for that decision, got themselves into a deep sorrow. Isolation and having sleepless nights are inevitable. Till now the 4 of them still love the other party deep down in their heart. They are willing to do anything to bring happiness and not sorrow to the other party. Even if it's just a glimpse of the other party, he or she will be more than happy.
Time and tides wait no man.... "岁月不绕人".. It really teaches us to cherish the time that GOD have once given to us. When the time passes, when u wanna have it back, it have long gone with the wind. Cos GOD have taken the time back. However, the way we want is still within our control. But at times, somethings just dun allowed to be in that manner. One can nv control or predict the future and what will happen next. There have always been a saying... "不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有" & "问世间情为何物, 只叫人生死相续".... Which phrase applies to u?? Guess to me, I might have already apply both phrase, unknowingly... ;)
Was browsing my photos collections, noticed that I forgotten to put up a few "经典" shots of my soulmate.. OOopppsSS.. Think she gonna chop me into pieces upon seeing her solely album here... But then, I just can't help laughing whenever I see that particular photo. Ger, U really bring joy and laughter to me wor whenever, I am feeling upset or angry.. Hahahaha. ;P
" SIGHHHHHhhh.. Getting high liao... See.. Ur cheeks getting red..."
" Finally, my soulmaTe is back to normal, with ur sweetie smile.... Hahaha... Say CHeeSe.. 'Wink'.. "
Ever since getting into this company, I met 2 friends that I can considered to be the ones that can be trusted. One is my soulmate and the other one is under my buddy list. Recently the 3 of us, have made it a need to gather at least once or twice a mth on a Saturday. To have dinner, shop around and at night we will go for our drinking session. Well, our shopping are pretty standard and routine. LOL. Cos D likes to buy his favourite magazine. So we will go 'Times.. Kinokuniya..." At times, we will go to Funan IT MAll.. and head to Peninsula Excelsior to do his Jersey... And we normally hang ard at CD shops or games shop.. Sighhhh.. Wonder is D accompanying us to shop or we accompanying him to shop...?? :/
A few weeks ago, we went to Clarke Quay, "Clinic C" to have our drinks.. Here are some photos of our meet up..
" SoulMaTe & Me.."
"Me & D.."
" SOul Mate & D.. "
" A very NormAL U..."
