On 18th Jan 08, it's JCS Annual DND. We ex colleagues were invited to the DND by our ex GM. Reached there with my buddy at around 8 30pm. Was late due to our work. But then it's ok to be late, cos it's not our company event mah. Once reached the 'Dance floor', located at Mount Faber Safra, got a welcome hug by CL. Silly ger. Keep saying how she miss us, and happy to see us.

When we went in, the group of ex collegues that we alwaya hang around with waved at us. Kekeke, so happy to see all of them. Was walking halfway, and got a hug from the back by C. Went around shaking hands with them, and went to the tables that the production workers were sitting around. They were so delighted to see us, and shake hands and took photos with us. So so happy. Went over to R, and asked him how is he. Health not so good recently. Kind of worried for him too. We took photos together. In fact, forgotten how many photos we took, and with who. Hahaha, hope that R can send the photos to us, after he downloaded them.

My ex superior, J, pulled me over to drink with them. Yum Seng Party!!! 'On the rock' with black label. First time, I taste "black Label". Hmmm, I still prefer 'Chivas'. Smoother.. My god mama was so busy, as she is one of the organising committee. Hahaha. This yr, me and my buddy no longer need to get involve with the organisation of JCS DND le. Yahoooo!!! Sat there and chat with them. Asked my ex col, how's work. My buddy was abit high le, cos M grab him to drink and drink. In the end, M&M got drunk. We will helping to make them sober. But to no avail. In the end, both of them slept on the sofa. R and my buddy, got to carry them out to the car, and the others sent them home.

We went to continue with our drinks and chat. Hahaha, my another Ex superior, H, asked me, 'How's ur "Nursing"??' Oooopsss.. Hahahha, i told him, my 'Nursing' is great. Aiya, 'U noe I noe'. ;-) Dun need to say out too obvious right. We ate alot of snacks, sushi, and grapes. Hehehe, remember how R fed us the grapes, and how H ate it. Can stop laughing at that sight. :P We really have alot of fun on that day. J asked me when I will be free, come out for dinner with them. Ya, I will la. Give me some time to settle my stuffs ok? Will definitely meet up with u and my ex sales team col, for dinner de.

Me & my buddy, left the event on 12 plus am. And guess wat, we head down to 'Dragonfly' for Second round.. Hehehe.. This coming 27th, going to meet up with our ex col again. Got chance to ask R to send us the photos le. Then hopefully can upload the photos here. :P

Ger, we always call one another that. Soulmates, that we are identified as. Hehehe. These past few days, we have meeting up quite often. But then we just simply do enjoy one another accompany. Now, you are so free at home, waiting to past time till ur honeymoon period comes. Ger, pls do take care when u are in Italy with E. Dun come back later, tell me something crops up.

We went to have Sakae Sushi at the CC near JP yesterday. Met u at the common area that we know of. Haha. Along the way, we met one of our colleagues, but u are so terrified that u looked away. Think he didn't see u, only see me. Sighhhh, at times I really hope that your symptoms of depression will fade away. We are having our dinner and you told me that you dreamt of our colleagues here again. This show how much u missed them. However, we realise that in ur every dream, there is no me in it. Hahahaha, and we analyse that it's cos u have only met me up, ever since u left our company. Always see me, so won't dream of me bah. But that period of time, when u are not ard, I am really pretty stressed out with the colleagues here. Practically, everyday different ppl, asked me wat happen to u. But all I can say is to tell them, I dunno. U nv contact me too. Hahaha.

After dinner, we went JP and shopped around. Haha, both of us was happily choosing and commenting, giving ideas of wat stuffs to buy as a gift for others. Hope that the stuffs that we bought, suits them. If it doesn't suits them, really dunno how. Went around and shop for our belts. Ger was nagging at me for buying that belt at REDS. Hahaha.. It's ok la, not as if I always buy belt from REDS mah. You drag me to THIS FASHION to buy lor. Indeed cheaper. Haha, well the 2 of us can be abit crazy yesterday. Was trying on alot of belts. Hahaha. But then u can't spend that much, cos now u not working. OOPPPSS.. But leading a 'tai tai' life.

Rest ur mind well. I seriously agree with u, that now u shld rest ur mind well. Emotions tends to affect one's mood, be it at work or at home. But then u got to open ur heart more. I am now reading the storybook that u lend me. Thanks, it really helps. 'A soulmate is someone who has the unique ability to bring out the best in us. Soulmates are not perfect, but perfect for us. While they can bring out the best in us, without good communication skills they can also bring out the worst in us, and vice versa. We are not just physically turned on to them; our soul gets turned on as well..'

We have always agreed that our partners should also be a soulmate to us. Understand our inner soul, without much telling. :P

Happy New Yr to everyone. A new yr, with a new goal in our life, with new dreams too. This yr, dunno how it will be for me. Guess all I can do is to focus on my work and my family. Lance have always been a stubborn boy. Dunno how to change his character. Just loves to bark at strangers. No matter how we train and scold him, still the same. Sighhh..

Time is a healing medicine. Heal alot of ppl hearts. But I know there's still a scar there. Hearing that all is fine, really makes me feel better. Time flies. So fast, there is a new baby out to join this world. Congrats to the newly parents. Hope things are doing well over their side. During this period, I learnt alot, looking at things at a different angle.

Guess wat, me and my soulmate went to 'Guanying Miao' last 2 weeks ago to pray. It's being a long time to there to pray. In fact, we did think of going to church to listen to prayers. Dunno y, just feel that it might enlighten our tots and hearts and minds more. Look at things more openly. Might feel better too. But then just a tot, no action yet. Dunno y too. Maybe afraid our parents might nag at us. Kekekeke.

Met him last week. Seeing him fine, I feel better too. Thanks soulmate for being there with me. Hahahah, remember wat soulmate told me, really makes me wanna laugh out. She told me she afraid to go to the toilet to pee on that day, she accompanied me. Dun worry ya, all of them are harmless. They are just there to give support. Told him to cherish the love given by his loved ones. I really do hope u will be well and fine. Everyone out there that I know, just wish that this yr will be a fruitful yr to all of u. Take good care ya.. :P