Finally, I can continue to put in my entry. Sorry for not updating for such a long time. Well, I am really really been coop up with my work this year.. Really do not have much time for myself, my family and loved ones...

I am in a DILEMMA.. Y?? Cos i really have thoughts in leaving my current job. It is not that my colleagues are bad.. they are in fact great.. Everyday we work with laughter and stress.. All of us are really overwork. I have wanted to leave this company last year, but I am still stuck here.. Y?? Am I too soft hearted to the management?

Last year, when I thought of resigning, my boss told me that she would transfer me to the sales and marketing dept. I knew that I can learn alot from that dept. Transferring me to this dept indeed made me a more mature lady. Alot of decision making, alot of things that I can learn from my sales manager and my boss.. Late last year, my boss employed a sales coordinator to help me load off my work. When things are getting better, we clinch a deal with a company that gave us plenty of projects...

And again, I am the one that is involve in all these project sales, while I am still handling our core sales that is machinery sales.. I have been trying hard to support the team of the project till I really feel very very tired.. My bf hates my boss till the core.. I can understand y.. Just that at times, he dun understand my work.. I am not those who can go home on the dot.. My work doesn't allow me to do that.. There was once I was being sent to Bangkok for business trip, he was damn mad at my boss.. Cos she gave me late notice..

There are 2 reason that have kept me wanting to leave this job. 1st; I am tired of racing with time in manufacturing industry.. 2nd; I hope that if I leave, there will be lesser conflicts with my bf, with regards to my work..

These past few weeks, I kept pondering should I tender.. I really wanted to.. but I think God is making fun of me again.. My boss sms late at night 2 days ago.. She gave me 2 options.. Which sales I prefer? Project sales or machinery sales?? She knew that I am overloaded.. I guess my face shows it.. Y izzit that whenever I wanted to tender, she will do something to salvage the situation??? Really dun understand.. I am really very vexed! Can someone help me out? In actual fact, I have satisfaction in this job.. Although it's tough, but whenever I see that my work is accomplished, I am really happy..

ArrrggghHHH, my boss is still waiting for my answer.. Right now, my mind have only 2 options.. 1, is to choose machinery sales, as project sales is really very very stress.. 2, is to tender and leave... Which should I choose? Can someone help to enlighten me???