A song that gave me inspiration, and lighten my mood whenever I m down. Gave me alot of answers towards how I want my life to be..




I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody to get me throught the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Yesterday, met up with my 2 buddies, L&B for dinner. Last min arrangement while we are at work. Was chatting with L on MSN, then she suggested to meet up for dinner. As usual, I called B and asked if can meet us anot. 3 of us decided to go for 'Steamboat Porridge' at AMK. Nv tried before. But always heard from L, that it's delicious.

Met the 2 of them at 7pm. Headed to the resturant to have our dinner. Wow, yummy.. Really worth eating. Per person I think only $13.90. Hehehehe. Ate alot, chat alot, and of cos laugh alot. It's always very enjoyable when the 3 of us meet. Lotsa of funs.

After dinner, we went to Mac to have chilled drinks. Sat there till 10pm, chit chat and off we head home. ;)

7th Mar 08, my soulmate and her hubby is flying off to Italy for their honeymoon. Coming back on 20th Mar 08. Hmmm these 2 weeks gonna be a long week for me & her. Ger, u gonna take care of urself there. Wear more clothings. And remember to bring all the necessity hor. Yesterday reminded u to take more medicine. Pls remember!! And more cup noodles there.. Hahahaha.. I can imagine ur luggage, must be very very big.

Gonna miss u too. But pls be back safe and sound ya. I know u are starting to tear liao. Miss ur mummy and friends here ya. Emotional ger~~~ :P But tat's normal. Without u, these 2 weeks, I will go do my research on my studies, wanna pursue my dream. That dream seems very far. Sighhh... If really need to go overseas to pursue this dream, I gonna save lotsa $$$. And that time, will be my time to miss u, my friends, my family.

Enjoy urself in Italy. A place that I wanna go too. My favourite soccer team lor. Remember to help me see got that figurine. If have, help me to buy back. Take this trip to Italy, as a trip that can help u forget the unhappiness over here. Although, it's only 2 weeks, but I guess it is good enough for u to take a break off the unhappiness over here. Over wat have happen recently. U now wat I mean, ya. Move on, dun look back to the unhappy past. Like wat we always say, "Memories are meant to be kept and shall not be taken away!!" Be it a happy ending or a sour outcome, no matter wat, the sweet moments give by GOD is good enough.

I am sure u will be enjoying ur honeymoon soon. Remember to call home, when u reach the hotel there. Bon voyage!! Enjoy & be back safely.

Hugs & Kisses.. Ur soulmate.. :)

On 29th Feb, a day that only appears 4 yrs once, i met my 2 buddies, L & B, for dinner and drinks. Have lotsa fun that nite. Ate Billy Bombers at HMV... And 'No tiBs ar???" Hahaha.. Got hor, I gib hor, Siao Char Boh.. :P That nite happen to be the closing day for all the 5th levels shop in HMV. Heard that they wanna do renovation. Funny lor, keep renovating. After dinner, we headed for a location to have drinks.

Again, we got stucked with the location to have our drinks. Always going round and round, dunno where. Eventually, we stopped at 'Clarke Quay'. And guess wat, we dunno which pub to go in. So we decided to walk to 'Boat Quay' instead. Walk and walk. B's intention is to go to 'Timber'. But then it's too packed. So we ended up, walking further, across 'One Fullerton', walked through 2 underpass, across the bridge to the pubs at 'Boat Quay'. Well, reached there and realised no suitable pubs there. Guess wat, we walked back to Clarke Quay again. hahahahah.. WALKATON NITE AR!!! Finally, sat at 'Clinic C' for a drink. Then decided to change location.

Finished our drinks and headed to Kampong Bahru, one of the pub, that L's friend is working there. Played games, and have lotsa funs. Think back on that nite, it's actually quite fun to walk in the nite. But our leg really hurts lor. L say it's a 2hr 45mins walk.. FAINT!!!! :P