30th May, yesterday was a moment of happiness and "She Bu De".. It's my last day with JCS and also a time to say goodbye to my boss and colleagues. Really feel like tearing now.. :(
When around to distribute my appreciation and thankful gifts to my colleagues.. and also not forgetting to distribute my solemnisation invitation card to them too.. Oh yeah, on 20th July 07, will be a big day for me and my baby, Terence.. HA! Everyone opened their pressie and was so delighted to see what they got.. I bought each and everyone a different animal figurine. And some of them really resembles the pressie.. Keke..
My GM treated me and my other colleagues a farewell lunch for me.. We went to the 'SAF Yacht Club' to have seafood.. Hmmm yummy.. My GM wishes me all the best in my next career path, which will most prob be in heath care.. She added this statement: " If after you tried your nursing, and feels that it's not suitable for you, just give us a call and we will welcome you back!! " Well, in the back of my mind, I was thinking.. 'Woah.. no way I am going back..':p
My colleagues are going for a company trip to Pattaya on 27th July 07.. My GM invites me to join with them and will send me the flight schedule.. I am still considering.. At times, when I looked back, my GM is actually quite a nice person.. She treated me quite well, but then at times she just take us for granted.. Which is why I choose to leave.. It's a waste that she did not manage this company well.. If she does, I will stay on.. Furthermore, I have really great colleagues..
At around 5pm, I went around to bid farewell to my colleagues.. A moment of sadness flow in at that point of time.. Ah Chia broke into tears, when I went to her to bid farewell.. She made me cried too.. I was really really sad to leave, but I have to move forward.. I gave her a big hug, asking her not to feel sad.. Blessing for me is everywhere.. I went back to my dept and bid farewell to my sales team.. 2 of my colleagues cried again.. I was like.. OH MY!! PLS DON"T CRY.. TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES AT THAT MOMENT.. I gave them a big hug..
Nevertheless, I believe that we will still get to meet up.. Going to KTV, having dinner, and might be going fishing in JB with Ben and a few colleagues..
Words are hard to express how I feel.. Just wanna tell them that I will miss them very much.. ALL THE BEST TO ME & MY EX-COLLEAGUES IN JCS.... TAKE CARE!!!! MUACKS..
Yesterday, it's one of my colleagues, Lynn's last day.. She was telling everyone this.. "Meet U guys in Heaven!!" HAha.. Cos she is joining SIA as a flight stewardress in a few weeks time..
5 of us went out for steamboat dinner at Beach Road and went to "CAN CAFE" for some drinks.. Me, Ben, Chun, Chia and Lynn have a great time.. Took some photos and played pokers.. "BEN, I AM WAITING FOR U TO UPLOAD THE PHOTOS IN UR PC!!! I want to put up in my BLOG leh..." FUN FUN FUN.. Lynn is a great drinker.. Really take my hats off her..We got closer recently.. Really hope that we can still get together once I leave JCS.. Next weekend, will be my turn to take my colleagues out for dinner and FUN!! Waiting for Lynn to see if she can come out on 25th, as it clashes with her BF's bdae..
I told her, U gonna tell me which SQ u will be flying, so that in future if I happen to take SQ, I might get to see her.. Hahaha.. Can't imagine a tough gal like her, have dreams to be a flight stewardress..Have to go thru so many interviews, so many trainings.. Nevertheless, no matter wat, we will support U!! All the BEST!!
I can't explain my feelings right now.. Just wanna shout out loudly, BYE JCS!!! Goodbye to my sales job in one month's time.. HOORAY!!
Yesterday night, when everyone of my colleagues left office, I began to prepare sealing my resignation letter and address to my sales manager.. We left office together, and he sent me to the MRT station. Upon reaching the MRT station, i plucked up my courage, and hand my letter to him. He was shocked and ask me, "What happen, why did you want to leave?" The reason that I gave him, is that, I am going back to nursing.. In fact, at the back of my mind, I am thinking.. Be it true or fake, I need to use this reason to get out of JCS.. And he accepted it and wish me all the best!!
This morning, on the way to work, I told myself.. "You gonna stand firm, as my GM will drill me with qns when I reach office.. True enough, abt 8 45am, I am been asked into her office.. In my heart, I am very very worried... Worried that I could not withstand her questions and gave in to her.. WHO KNOWS, I managed to convince her.. I am going back to nursing... No matter wat she says, I told her that I want a routine job.. a simple life.. I dun ask for more.. Although I know that I will miss this opportunity to go USA this yr, I really gave up... I dun wan to get chase by my customers, my colleagues, anyone in this company... I dunno y..
Nevertheless, it is my GM that have guided me till this far.. Really thanks her for that.. I am a more mature lady now.. I made my own decision to leave this company.. I believe that I made the right choice.. GOD BLESS ME!!! I AM NOT TURNING BACK!! I am going to go forward to enjoy life.. I am looking forward to my long break.. This break seems so far away from me last time, but right now, it's not.. I am soon going to count down my days in JCS...
MAY GOD BLESS ME!!!! :)
