Arrrrrrrrrghghghghghghghghghgh!!!!! Someone pls help me.. I can't take it anymore. Y?? Y?? Y can't u just leave me alone??? Y must u kept coming back repeatedly? Does my msg to u, does putting my tots in my blog, asking u to leave me alone, sound like 'alien' words to u??? Are my words really so difficult to understand? I really doubt so. U promise to leave me alone. But did u?? U came back again, within a week later.

I really dunno how long i can go on with this game with u. My white flag have long been up in the sky. I am really sick and tired of all these. Telling u that I have started a new r/s, I really hope u will know wat to do next. But have u done what a guy shld do? No, not at all. U send me msg early in the morning today again. Are all the words that I talked to u over the phone seems transparent? Or am I talking Arabian language? Words that just dun seems to make u understand wat I mean. I really got no choice, but to write my tots in here. I am really damn 'Fucking' piss with u, with myself. Initally, I tot we can still be friends, but the things u do, the actions u do, really piss me off. If u wanna continue all these nonsense, I can tell u, U will nv get near me again. No point being friends with u again, if u are to continue soaking urself in that saddness. If u are to continue hoping we will get back, I can tell u, the more u do all these, the more i wanna run away from u. And to be more straight to the point, if i still wanna give u a chance, then for fuck I initate to annull and go thru all the legal preparations all by myself? U think I got nothing better to do izzit?? U think it's fun? Wat is over, is already over! Wat is in the past, have already gone with the wind!

Can u pls wake up ur senses? WAKE UP!!!! Think for ur family b4 doing all these. Think for the ppl ard u that loves u. U think they are happy to see u doing all these????? U always say they dun understand u. Then if u nv open ur mouth, u think they will know wat u think? All u wants is to hope that ur family ppl appreciate on the little things u do, little changes that u made. WAKE UP! U are no longer a small kid that needs care and love by ur parents. U shld in fact be giving them care and love. No one owe u anything. So stop giving that fucking attitude to ur loved ones!! U shld be mature enough!

Stop using lance as an excuse. Pls I beg u. He is just a dog, my precious dog.. He dunno a thing at all. Pls dun use him as a tool. Pls.. Pls.. If u persist again and again, I can tell u, and guarantee that u will not be able to see me again in ur life!!!!!!!!!! Dun push me further. I am warning u, dun test me, nv ever test me.