CNY is over. And the last day, which is 'chu fifteen', 21st Feb is also a chinese valentine's day too, under the lunar calendar. Hmmm this yr, it's a big change for me. CNY tends to be more different. Probably cos I sticked to my family for all the hse visting. Let me think.. Yeah, I didn't miss out any. Just that on 'Chu Shi YI', I went up to my 'Xiao Yi' place ard evening time, cos in the afternoon went to my ex-col place, and got hooked on the poker cards.. Hahahaha..

Valentine day, 14th Feb.. Hmmm of cos I got no one else, but my family again. But it's ok.. Everyday is V-Day. Plus V-Day is packed with alot of couples, be it in resturants or romantic places.

And yes, this year CNY, I get to gather with my ex col's gathering at their hse. Not missing out any. Great to be able to spend sometime with my friends ya. On 'Chu Liu', meet up my sec sch mates, for dinner. Ate at Cafe Cartel at IMM. Have lotsa fun and laughter.

All these mths, have start to learn to live on my own world. In fact, It's a great feeling. Feel lighter. Of cos, there are times when I do feel lonely.. Especially on weekends, but I learnt to get used to it. Week by week, day by day, when time keep passing through, I learnt to accept my new life. I learnt to aprreciate what God have given me. Thanks God. I know my route in my life have been set out, since the day I am brought out to this world. So my fate, I will let God Decide on it.

I am glad we still can be friends. U noe that I am referring to u, if u happen to read my blog again. Thanks for the care and concern given by me lately. I truly appreciate it. Accept the life we have now. Dun hang on to the past.. We got to move on. Like wat I always say, we can't force the future to be how we want it to be. Let everything goes by itself.. Let nature take it's course.. As we have different mindset, seeing the values of life differently, I guess it is better for us to be like it is now. Memories are meant to be kept. 不管徊亿是甜蜜还是悲伤,都不会忘记.. 过去就让它过去吧!!!

This period of time, I learnt to do things more independently. Mummy say, she can see that I feel lighter and happier. She is happy to see me able to get back on my feet. Happy to see I live my life to the Fullest. Thanks Mum. :) Friends, do worry that I am lonely. I know u all meant well. My soulmate have always been keeping me accompany. I really thanks u for that. But I learnt not to disrupt ur life too much too. U got ur own life also. Hope I did not give u too much trouble. Ger, thanks for being there for me always :) Lonesome, is also a way of growing up. I m sure everyone is afraid of lonesome. But time is the medicine. Slowly, I am getting used to it... Happy with my life, is the most important factor.. :)