I can't explain my feelings right now.. Just wanna shout out loudly, BYE JCS!!! Goodbye to my sales job in one month's time.. HOORAY!!

Yesterday night, when everyone of my colleagues left office, I began to prepare sealing my resignation letter and address to my sales manager.. We left office together, and he sent me to the MRT station. Upon reaching the MRT station, i plucked up my courage, and hand my letter to him. He was shocked and ask me, "What happen, why did you want to leave?" The reason that I gave him, is that, I am going back to nursing.. In fact, at the back of my mind, I am thinking.. Be it true or fake, I need to use this reason to get out of JCS.. And he accepted it and wish me all the best!!

This morning, on the way to work, I told myself.. "You gonna stand firm, as my GM will drill me with qns when I reach office.. True enough, abt 8 45am, I am been asked into her office.. In my heart, I am very very worried... Worried that I could not withstand her questions and gave in to her.. WHO KNOWS, I managed to convince her.. I am going back to nursing... No matter wat she says, I told her that I want a routine job.. a simple life.. I dun ask for more.. Although I know that I will miss this opportunity to go USA this yr, I really gave up... I dun wan to get chase by my customers, my colleagues, anyone in this company... I dunno y..

Nevertheless, it is my GM that have guided me till this far.. Really thanks her for that.. I am a more mature lady now.. I made my own decision to leave this company.. I believe that I made the right choice.. GOD BLESS ME!!! I AM NOT TURNING BACK!! I am going to go forward to enjoy life.. I am looking forward to my long break.. This break seems so far away from me last time, but right now, it's not.. I am soon going to count down my days in JCS...

MAY GOD BLESS ME!!!! :)